awesome!!!

wow... it was like "last year" since i update my blog..
hahas... mei.. i update liao.. haha.. i dun think u check my blog nowadays liao.. haha..
let's see when u realise it, k...
hmm...
lots of thoughts n feelings wana throw it out..
bt.. nt now.. i need time to settle down..
i duno wad on earth am i doin..
keep on settling down...
from start of 2009..
havnt settled enuff.. haha...
honestly speaking.. it was a very tiring for e start of e year..
i duno... i found dat i have lots of things to catch up..
is it becoz i had slow down my pace somehow??
i duno.. i'm really tired.. lots of camps.. actually only 2 camps..
bt it's all within 2 weeks.. so very tiring..
have lots of sleepless nites.. woke up late.. i duno wad's goin on with me recently..
bt it's terrible.. i read my horoscope.. n it says dat everything will b fine..
everything will b goin quite smoothly this year..
but why is it dat i felt e opposite??
nt really e opposite.. everything did go on smoothly.. too smooth unitl i felt very hard catching up??
wad a lame excuse.. my parents bringing me on a 4 days 3 nitex cruise.. from 25-28..
i hoped dat i really can relax myself during dat 4D3N..

for this 2009, i know it wouldnt b an easy route for me..
o'lvl this year.. need to strive hard.. to achieve my commitments..
bt i'm afraid dat i'll giv up half way.. i'm finding it more n more tougher each day..
how i wish candice, leroy n pamela is still there..

-confused-