damn tired!!!

this holiday damn tiring!! duno why...
bt vey tired!!! holiday still need to go back to schl hav extended curriculum..
this whole week will b very2 de busy...
tomoro onwards i will hav standard 1st aid course..
e course is e whole day one..
1,2 n 8
tomoro, which is 1st nov, 1st aid course from 9 to 6..
2nd nov, 1st aid course again.. same timing..
3rd-6noov having red x camp..
7 nov need go sentosa.. nt to play.. bt to present our report..
8 nov hav 1st aid course again.. same timing..
9 nov-- finally... OFF DAY!!!! hahas..
10 nov got NYAA in schl..
then from 11-14, so far nothing..
hope really nothing a.. i dun wan last minute then gt sth on..
let me off plis!!!!
then 15 nov i hav 1st aid competition.. hope will win lor...
aft dat... FREE!!!!!!!!!!! haha...
hope will really b freed..
hmm...
shall call it a day ba..
2moro still need wake up early..
bye..

yeah.. i'm back aft several weeks. lol.

juz came back from batam..
yeah.. had a nice vacation in my Sw!t hOm3!!
e party on e 25 oct went on smoothly..
one thing dat i had expcted..
my mum's frens will ask "why hav u become darker now??" or "did u go on a diet? u had slim down a bit" n so on...
yeah.. i had become darker bcoz of e camp.. n it's like burning..
bt.. i did nt go on diet lar.. i exercise.. i still eat food dat i like.. u can ask mei..
she always said "control, ren.. control" lol..
bt i juz couldnt..
i mean.. why must we stop us from eating e food dat we like?
moreover, we didnt eat it everyday.. so i dun find e reason why we should avoid eating e food dat we like..
as long as we excercise regularly.. why nt?

yeah.. then.. sunday stay at home e whole day.. bt nt dat boring though..
coz i get to watch drama series.. n talk with my mum..

then.. on monday.. i went for facial with my mum..
nice.... coz during e facial, they also helpo 2 massage..
then aft facial, when we were waiting 4 y dad to fetch us,
the boss told me this "u hav become darker, huh? e last time i saw u u were quite fair. u should go 4 lulur (i also duno how 2 say in english) or go 4 milk bathing"
yeah.. yeah.. everybody said i had become darker.. so??
haiz...
then, my dad came to fetch us.. i said i wana go Ray's place to cut my hair..
he said ok..
so we went there lo.
he was eating..
so wait 4 a while..
then when he came..
i expect him 2 say i had become darker, u know...
bt then.. he didnt said anything..
relieve.. at least.. dat was e place where nobody comments dat i had become darker..
lol..
aft cutting hair.. my father brought me to see piano..
went round n round.. finally landed in My Piano..
i caught my eye on e yamaha piano..
$3000 ley.. alamak.. second hand some more..
bt then.. nice er.. e sound... omg...
my dad also said.. e black yamaha one.. quite nice...
very elegant..
yeah.. true.. e price also veri elegant.. lol.. bt e price of piano is around dat lor..
my dad ask whether i really like it..
i must say no lor.. then he said.. tell him when i changed my mind..
omg... i really like it!! bt... if i buy it there.. wad's e point?
i cant play it often also..
then i tell him.. i wana buy e one in sgp.. digital piano..
although nt as elegant as e black yamaha lar.. hikz..
bt then.. nt bad also lar..
then he said ok lor.. he'll come on thurs or fri..
so we'll go see together.. must say gdbye 2 e black yamaha liao..
haha..
then went home..
met up with my big sis..
aft dat went out again.. went to kfc.. eat with my loveliest cousin, Ying Ying!!
i promised her to treat he kfc when i came back later..
af dat me n my big sis met up with her frens.. the we went to catch movie at mega mall..
we watched "one night with e king" honestly speaking.. i dun really know wad's going on..
lol..
i understand wad it is saying.. bt.. i duno.. i find dat some parts of e movie is being cut off..
the we headed back home.. monday was e most busiest day during my stay lor..

then finally, today.. juz stay at home.. hmm.. did go to e wet market with my mum.. dat's all lo..
then in e afternoon need 2 head back 2 sg liao lor..
vivian joined me.. the ferry damn slow!!!! 1 n half an hour then reach le!!!
crazy.. made me feel very lazy liao..
i was thinking of coming back earlier.. slowly prepare.. then had a gd night sleep..
haiz.. in e end cannot..
ohya.. btw.. during my stay of 3 days, i slept 4 more than 12 hours a day ler..
haha.. envy ba?? hehe.. kidink.. bt really damn nice..
all e sleepless nights in sgp, all earned back liao..
haha..
k la..
let's call it a day ba..
bye..

hao jiu bu jian!!!!

lol..
hav nt been updating siax..
i was busying with exam..
then aft exam straight away gt camp..
i intended to update dat night aft camp..
bt then coz i was too tired..
so didnt make it..
haha..

e camp was quite fun, actually..
it's a kayak course camp..
we learnt how to kayak in e camp..
yeah..
e one dat i find e most difficult thing is to capsize..
lol..
we were to capsize ourselves..
then tap 3 times before we can go out of e capsized kayak..
i can capsize..
bt then it's either i 4gt to tap, or i 4gt to hold on to e paddle..
those who went 4 e course will know wad i mean ba..
haha...
a lot of things happened..
unhappy things, happy things..
all sorts..
bt it's quite fun though..
it is tiring, bt it is expected ba..
i was alrd mentally prepared be4 i went 4 e camp..
i juz hope, all these wun b wasted lo..
although i knew that 4 me passing this course is unlikely..
bt... yeah. i duno.. juz hope..

3 days being drenched by rain in e camp..
haha..
it has been 4 ages since i play with rain water..
i mean.. u really stay under e rain for hours..
e last time was probably around 6 years ago ba..
when i was still in primary schl..
af dat..
since i move to batam.. no more playing with rain water..
my parents dun really allow..
hey.. it's making sense ba..
when u tell ur parents u wana stay under rain water for hours,
will they allow??
obviously no..
moreover.. aft dat incident... i doubt they'll allow lo..
dat incident caused me suffer a lot..
went to see 4 docs, bt to no avail..
in e end, e last doc advise my parents to bring me to mt.elisabeth..
then.. being warded lo..
it was a history 4 me alrd.. haha..
haiya.. why rake it up?? lol..
anyway..
let's get back to e camp thingy..
then aft being drenched by rain for 3 days respectively..
when came back from camp..
np, actually before we came back i alrd caught a cold..
e last night at camp, when i was sleeping..
i was trembling very seriously..
no jacket, no extra clothes to cover myself.. nothing..
jacket was wet bcoz of an incident..

must really thnx to mei lor..
i told e other fren who was awake dat i was trembling..
i didnt expect mei to hear me..
i thought she was deeply asleep..
bt then she suddenly wake up n said "hah? cold hah? nah (pass me e jacket she was wearing)"
then she went back to sleep..
haha..
thnx to her n her jacket, at least. it provides me with a bit of warmth..

bcoz of dat, i couldnt go back to schl e next day.,.
haha.. caught a flu lo.. then coughing.. sneezing all e time..
really very terrible.. so didnt go to schl..
e next day also didnt go..
so in total, 2 days didnt go 2 schl..
coop in e room all e time.. lying on my bed..
watchingdeo, sleeping, reading, chatting in msn, listening to songs..
thought aft stay in e house for 2 days, today i wana go out 4 some fresh air a..
bt then.. somehow it was cancelled..
so 2dae i didnt go out again.. 3 days being cooped in e house..

tomoro, will surely go out!!! haha...
go out buy some facial stuff..
bcoz of e camp, my face very dry le..
nt only my face a.. my skin which was exposed to e sun is like burnt liau..
haha..
e colour onli la..
when i compare my hands colour to my stomach's colour, it was like "kopi susu" liao..
e colour really very different..
must do sth about this a..
this 25th, there'll b a party in batam..
it was actually my mum n her frens organise one..
all our family members will attend..
if i were to attend it in e situation like now,
omg.. i duno wad will happen to me liao..
lol.. hmm... nothing more 2 say le..
will update again ba..
bye..

qi shi wo le!!!

these days... duno why..
gt a lot of things happen a!!!

hmm... bt then.. i 4gt liau..
only can remember some..

yesterday aft schl, we took 804 to yishun int. as per normal..
when i was inside the bus, i saw an elderly board e bus..
there were many ppl... the bus almost full liao..
no more seats for him.. he is very old.. can see that he is unable to stand for too long..
then, i decided to offer my seat to him..
juz aft i stood up n wana tell the elderly to take my seat, sth happen..
guess wad???
one woman, who is in her 20+ i think..
go n sit on it.. oh my gosh!
i really cant believe it..
the elderly is juz standing in front of her!! cant she see dat??
my fren all laughing..
i wanted to tell e woman dat e seat was meant for e elderly..
bt then, she sat there alrd.. if i were to ask her to stand up, she'll hate me till death i think, so many ppl around!!
bt..
although she is juz in her 20+, i think her her body system had gone much more faster to e age of 40+ alrd..
she cant even stand for a while more me???
so "considerate" of her.. (u know that i'm being sarcastic)

today gt A math remedial...
met up earlier with vivian earlier..
this morning, i morning call her at 9.30...
bt.. i think i had wasted my effort to do dat..
i think she really gt up only at 10.30 ba..
in the end need to wait her..
i wana meet up with her earlier bcoz we planned to go to aunt ani's place...
to wish her happy hari raya before we went for remedial..
then she late..
vivi, r u reading this now??
hehe..
she reached yishun is almost 12 liau..
we havnt even had our lunch, then we hav remedial at 1..
confirm cant make it.
so i had to call aunt ani dat we'll go aft remedial..

then.. u know wad??? i lost my coin pouch inside 804!!
omg!! "nt again?" i think..
haiz..
cant concentrate in e remedial at all..
haha..
anywy, i think i'm dropping also..

then i remembered dat my relative "gang hao" is in yishun..
so i phone her to help me check at e yishun int. servie counter there..
so sorry to hav disturbed her, coz she was watching movie when i called her..
then, my coin pouch really there!! thnx god!!!
i dun need to waste money to change it AGAIN!!!
haha..
thnx to her also, to help me go n ask..

then aft remedial went to aunt ani's house..
i was stunned when i went into e house!!
it was sooo comfortable..
i dun feel like i'm in a stranger's house at all!!
then, so sweet of her, to hav prepared a bit of food for us..
she cooked bee hoon n chicken wing without e wing 4 us..
hehe.. mei, u reading this?? chicken wing ler...
ur favourite.. although it's without e wing la.. lol..
her family very cute..
haha... then we wana make a move, she sent us to e lift..
then hand us a green envelope..
our chinese new year we have red pocket mha..
their is green one..
really so kind of her..
to hav cook for us, host us, n gave us green pocket..
vivi, it's nt wrong to come with me, rite??
hehe..

then we left..
went to int. to retrieve my coin pouch 1st..
thnx so much to e bus crew...
then take 853, accompany vivi 4 a while.. reach khatib le then take 965 go home..

u know wad?? i realise sth..
when it is hari raya day, the muslims will wear their traditional clothes to go to other's house..
like wad we will do during chinese new year..
nt only that, the onr that make me impressed is, when they r goin out, a bunch of them, they'll wear the same design of clothes, or the same colour..
it is so special! is it their custom??
then e whole family members will go out together, wearing the same design of clothes..
very nice e..
i duno why.. when i saw them like dat, i felt so harmonious..
haha..
maybe i'm too sensitive ba..
haha..

kk.. need to go study liao..
hehe.. bye..