in batam..

1st time blogging in batam...
nt very comfortable..
coz e keypad..
haha
nt used to it..
keep on typo error..

finally..
back in batam..
happy..
of corz..
bt become very lazy liao..
i brought back my books n hw..
bt havnt touch it till now..
hav been playin n relaxing...
haha..

finally..
i found my long lost fren..
all e misunderstanding btwn us has been solved..
i lost contact of him is bcoz he lost his handphone..
so he couldnt contact me to tell me his new number..
he also moved to a new environment..
dat's why when i tried to call to his house i couldnt reach..
at 1st i thought he didnt want a fren like me anymore..
bt then..
haha.. i think too much ba..
he still as frenly as before..
he still treat me as fren la..
quite happy.. at last..
i found him..
i found back a "brother"
i found back a pair of ear to hear my complaints
i found back a fren..
i found back a mirror..
he is really very kind..
very dote on me as well..
dote as in he wun complaint even if i'm rude to him..
he has gt a gf.. so u dun think too much a..
haha..
yeah... this time round come back, really gt a very big "income"
haha...

go out with frens... n all..
having fun so far..
e only thing i dun like is..
e transportation..
need to wait for sb to come n pick me up..
haiz... wana learn how to drive..
haha..
bt then nt now ba.. wait wait n wait..

hmm...
nothin more to say liao..
i waitin them (my frens) to stop playin audition..
coz i wana go home a..
k la..
nothin more to update..
must miss me horh...
bubuai....

juz back from e camp!!

yeah!! juz had my 4 days 3 nites camp..
this camp quite special..
coz.. this is e 1st time i attend red cross camp as a NCO!!
last few times, i attended it as a cadet..
bt this time round, we, e seniors who are e one who organise e camp..

1st day of camp..
arrived in schl in e morning..
realise dat i 4gt 2 bring my full u along..
hurriedly call mei.. ask whether she can help me take my full u 2 e schl since she is coming e schl 4 remedial also..
luckily she can make it.. thnx 2 her siax..
aft dat.. vivian help me buy poncho..
bt then mei met vivian otw.. so they bought it together..
n mc.d breakfast 4 me..
so sweet of them.. :))
af meeting with them, i get excuse from e chairman 2 go 4 my remedial as well..
this camp very busy..
coz need 2 go for lesson in e morning, then join them back aft e lesson..
so.. aft lesson, went to join them..
hav outdoor cooking 4 lunch..
although nt really ful.. bt.. can la.. haha..
then.. nothing much..
at night we hav catered food 4 dinner..
aft dat we hav scavangent hunt.. honestly..
it was nt well organised.. bt.. i knew e game ic tried her best..
she was doing it all herself..
so.. i believed e cadets understand that..
then we had our supper.. the cadets all praised e f&b ICs 4 e milo..
the milo was great!! hahas.. gd job, f&b IC!!
aft dat.. e cadets went to bath n had their lights out at 12..
we, e NCOs would nt sleep earlier than e cadets..
when they lights out, we went to bath.. then, we had our lights out at 1.30..

2nd day, woke up early in e morning, had PT..
then had our breakfast.. again.. e f&b never fails to surprise us with their yummy breakfast!! haha.. then i didnt go 4 e lesson.. i was excuse.. bcoz i need to go 4 trekking with them..
only 5 NCOs attended it.. e rest of e NCOs hav lesson.. cant excuse so many of them..
bt then 3 of our seniors joined us.. so.. manpower doesnt really is e problem..
aft dat..
yeah!!! we set off 4 e trekking!!
hahas..
it was a 7km++ walk in e mc. Ritchie..
along e way.. of corz.. muddy.. slippery.. a lot of stones.. high slope.. n all that..
bt.. Red x cadets all very strong!!! they persevere all e way!! yeah!!
they are e strongest cadets ever!!
hahas...
along e way.. i encouraged them to move on n dun giv up..
kept on telling them that they had done a great job n all stuffs..
then when we came back.. 1st thing we did is TO HAV OUR LUNCH!!! haha..
afr lunch, the cadets were given time to wash up n gather at e canteen..
as 4 me, i lazy la.. very tired.. so i juz laid down on e canteen bench n wait 4 thei return..
aft dat.. nothing special.. our dinner, we had outdoor cooking competition!!
haha.. e can food that e cadets brought.. alll very yummy one..
then.. so sweet of e cadets.. actually spare us, e NCOs their food..
we hav our own food as well.. they wana us to taste their food..
aft dat.. as usual.. nothing special as well.. everything going on as usual..
then had our supper.. f&b IC.. still e best.. lol..
aft dat.. bathe n everything.. lights out at 12..
thought we would hav a peaceful night.. bt we hav firedrill at 2 am..
damn..
then.. gt casualty la.. bt fake casualty.. then evacuate lo..
n all stufs..
then went back to e bunk..
straight away fell asleep..
e next morning nearly overslept..

3rd day,
let's skip ba.. until at night..
e campfire..
i was suddenly asked to bcome e emcee..
1st time bcome emcee..
very nervous..
when e campfire started.. we couldnt really high e audience up..
felt very bad.. we need to shout.. bcoz e mic doesnt really work out well..
aft shouting 4 half of e campfire.. i couldnt make it anymore..
my throat hurt like hell..
before dat i was alrd coughing.. since e 1st day of camp..
then af shouting make it even worse..
in e end, regina took over.. felt so sorry 4 her..
aft dat.. our seniors who came back to join our campfire also help us a lot..
they came up with a performance n try to high e audience up..
aft dat.. campfire over..
then..
it's nt over juz like dat..
e NCOs were asked to stay back while e cadets go n bathe..
our ex chair, andrew, spoke to us..
hmm.. then.. i wun elaborate more liao lo..
coz it's our red cross affair..
lol..

aft dat..
last day.. during breakfast, we received a big surprise from e juniors..
they came up with a song jus for us, e NCOs..
i cant rmmbr e lyrics.. bt it was about.. they say sorry 4 all e problem they had created..
n we are e dearest NCOs.. sth like dat..
i think they were doing that bcoz of wad happend aft e campfire last night..
felt quite bad to hav made them worried for wad had happened..
we also came up with a song 4 them..
it goes like this:

i love u, u love me
we are Red Cross family
no matter what you've done
we won't keep in mind
we love u from all our hearts..
by: Reni (me) n Ribka

aft dat..
had our promotion ceremony..
yeah.. i was promoted from sergeant to staff sergeant..
then aft cleaning up, we hav some sorts of prize giving time..
when the chair asked who is e best NCO, one of them shouted f&b ic.. bt then..
duno wad happened, they suddenly raised their hands one by one n shouted Reni ma'am..
omg.. i was so touched!! i didnt expect them to b so "in one"
thnx to them so much.. actually e prise means nothing to me..
bt e assurance dat they had given me.. it meant a lot 4 me..
then, break camp.. went home..
took taxi home..
gt e mercedes one.. lol..
then..
when reach home.. straight away went inside my room..
my bed is e most comfortable thing!! haha..
slept for 16 hours ystrdy..
nt enough to replenish yet..
bt will still continue to replenish..
haha..

i hav learnt a lot of things from e camp..
i hav learnt how to tekker of my cadets..
helped them when they needed it most..
throughout e camp.. although sth happened..
bt truly.. my juniors all helped me 2 keep goin..
i loved them very much..
really.. i've gained their trust..
i was so happy.. although e camp was very tiring..
bt they made me 4gt all e tiredness..
really.. i meant it..
2 of my cadets fell ill on e 3rd day..
i was very worried..
1 of them hav fever.. i ran here n there to get iced water n borrowed small towel so that i can put iced towel on her forehead.. trin to reduce her temperature..
although it works, bt still, she was sent home n were asked 2 see doctor..
at 1st she didnt want.. she said whe wana attend e campfire n e promotion ceremony..
bt aft some persuasion.. she agreed to go..
the other junior.. didnt had a fever..
i think she was stressed bcoz sth happend..
n.. she was emotionally unstable..
i ran here n there to try n get her warm water..
tried to calm her down..
she went into e bunk.. n hav a nap..
aft dat she woke up.. our tcr in charge ask her 2 go home n hav a rest..
bt she refused.. she go all her might to stay..
she called her parents.. assure dat she is okay n all stuffs..
in e end.. she can stay!! i felt happy 4 her..
during e camp. i was juz like e big sister of my cadets..
i went all my might to protect them..
even if sometimes i need to sacrifice sth.. i would also do dat..
tell u a secret.. i even went into arguement with someone juz to protect my cadets..

cadets.. although i know u may nt read this post.. bt there are things dat i wana let u all know..

i love u all from e deepest of my heart..
i wun let any hurts to come close to you..
u guys are wonderful.. awesome..
as wad i hav told u.. all of u are my strongest cadets!
nobody can beat u guys..
nothing can b compared to ur perseverance..
even if everything in e world go against u guys..
i hope u'll know dat i'll always by ur side..
i'm happy when u guys are happy..
n i'm sad when u guys are sad too..
i'm glad to know dat u guys love us as well..
all of these.. made us know dat..
all our sweats, tears n sacrifices are worth it..
thank you so much..
remember dat we are always e RED CROSS FAMILY!!
all of u hav to tekker!!

by: ur dearest NCO, Reni
to: my dearest n strongest cadets of 2008!!

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7.11.08

today.. went to cineleisure..
juz for k boxing.. lol..
although my voice quite sexy.. bt still can sing lo..
haha..
sth hapened today.. bt dun wish to recall it anymore..
coz i was very upset bcoz of dat..
then.. went home..
yeah..
nothing special..
k la..
let's call it a day..
bye..